So, I have ended the relationship with the old friend. She was terminally fucked up in the head. More problems with self esteem and wanting to fuck anyone who would pay attention to her. I’m too old to fuck around with that immature bullshit. What ever feelings that I had for her i’ve managed to kill over the last couple of weeks.
I wish her the best of luck in her fucked up endeavors, she shall go forth without me.
I had been “dating” this “woman.” I use both of those terms very loosely. She had been married for 10 years. After that, she thought it would be intelligent to see a married man, who has 2 kids, one of which is autistic.
Her and I had been friends years ago. We became a little more over the last 3 months. I really felt something for her. The trouble is, she kept playing the confusion card, or the I don’t know what to do card.
The married dude was playing the shit out of her, she was just too stupid to see it. I guess she was just using me too. I, however, wasn’t too stupid to see it. That’s why I was getting upset, hurt, and pissed.
After she made a mistake that I was very verbal about her making, I wrote her off. She asked for another a chance, and because of how I felt about her, I gave her one.
She fucked it up in spades. Not only breaking a promise to me, but then I see her trying to pick up some guy almost 20 years her junior on FB!
I sincerly believe this woman is fucked in the head and I am done persuing someone that doesn’t know what they want in life and who doesn’t care who they hurt in the process. I’ve turned everything off in me that was geared towards her.